January 2012
3 posts
this year I will change.
I WILL LOSE WEIGHT
I WILL FIND A BETTER JOB
AND START THINKING ABOUT A CAREER
I want to be more happier in 2012.
Fingers crossed.
December 2011
4 posts
ifyouaintdirtyyouaintheretoparty asked: same had a 20 minute nap soaked my feet while on tumblr now just tumblrin' . i feel like putting on a shit load of make up and dressing up and taking shots haha :/
ifyouaintdirtyyouaintheretoparty asked: ew thats just rude , she always flirts with guys -.^ && im working wit her tmrw aswell </3 :(
merry christmas everyone :)
November 2011
3 posts
I’m sick and tired of always wanting to cryb my heart out. It doesnt make things better, it doesn’t make me happier, It doesn’t do anything. It just makes me realise I dont have anyone to go to when I need a hand, or someone to talk to. It’s just ganna be me and my tears.
feeling so alone. </3
i just want to sit in a corner
and cry my heart out. I’m sick of feeling like this. I just want to be happy again.
</3
August 2011
2 posts
My boyfriend thinks I could have depression :|
Sour Monkey :) yummmmo
July 2011
3 posts
Yesterday, my parents put down the dog we had since I was 2 years old.
The house feels so empty :(
Fuck
I don’t want to work today…. this rain just makes me wanna stay in bed.
I really wanna head to Europe for a few weeks next...
… so frigan badly!
June 2011
1 post
Reblog > Go to your tumblr > Click in the house >...
definitelynotkneenar:
arianacherise:
I JUST SPENT 2 HOURS OF MY LIFE TRYING TO FIGURE THIS OUT. OMG. MOST DIFFICULT THING I’VE EVER DONE.
I CAN’T FUCKING DO IT FUCK
let me reblog this again
WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU FIND THE BLUE KEY!?
SERIOUSLY I’VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR HOURS
I’VE BEEN DOING THIS SINCE YESTERDAY, I’M SO FUCKING STUPID. I CAN’T FUCK
adlkshjlfkjhdlskdx. CANNOT GET OUT.
...
May 2011
5 posts
OMG
I’m over fixing up my resume, its taking so long, all i wanted to do was apply for this damned job and then i couldnt find a current file of my resume FFS. blah.
anywho, i have black hair peeps :)
WELL
I’m back in sydney, broke and looking for a job.
Life is boring at the moment, but after a few hecktick months, im not really caring.
I’m just glad to be back.
Past two months, things have been on the rocks between me and jason. It just all went down hill, thats why we came back, to try and save what we have left. Who knows what will happen now. <3
So glab to be back and be able...
April 2011
2 posts
I seriously dont know what to do anymore
my head is just a fucking mess. i just ………….. dont know :’(
March 2011
2 posts
the best part of me, was always you.
I'm so god damn confussed.
February 2011
10 posts
It feels like this is all falling apart.
I’m not entirely happy. I want to move back to Sydney, and be with my family. I want to find a job that I actually like. I want my boyfriend to come with me. I like it here, but it still isn’t home. It never will be home.
Please, let’s go home.
38 days to go
until I am back in Sydney for 6 days. Going to be celebrating my beautiful nephews 1st birthday and my beautiful sisters 28th birthday, and I can not wait. If I’m lucky I might be able to stay down there a few extra days.
Spoke to my sister on skpe last night
wooo, first time seeing her in 3 months :D
Anyway, leaving for work soon :( feeling like crap. Work yesterday morning and last night. Argh, moneys should be good though
Seeya all xo
iVE BEEN UP SINCE 4.30AM :(
And wasnt feeling well then but yet had to go to work. For you Sydney people thats 5.30 your time. Anywho, Im ganna go crash, or search ebay. Whichever.
oh and my most favourite things about Emerald ?
The sunsets and the night sky. Its so beautiful
Absent?
Yes, I have been for some time now. Since November 2010 due to the fact that me and my lovely partner have moved from shitty old Sydney to the country town of Emerald, QLD. And might I say, what a shock it has been. Its so quiet and more relaved than Sydney. And the weather isn’t completely bad either. Theres a very short list of things i miss about Sydney:
My amazing family <3
The few...
Hungry, Sore and Tired
This is my life.
Up @ 4.30am to be at work at 5.00am to not get home until around 10ish.hDoesn’t seem that hard? Try being someone who hates mornings!
arghhhhh can’t wait to go back to sleep
January 2011
1 post
add me and jason on SKYPE
jason-and-shannon
November 2010
5 posts
Leaving for Emerald, QLD tomorrow
Last minute packing = me STRESSED. Lol
So nervous. Ganna just be me and my boy Jason <3
I'm flying into Brisbane
on thursday then into Emerald right after.
Emerald you ask? 300km inland from Rockhampton!!
So excited yet so nervous. So yes, thisyoung chikka is moving, far far far away :)
Wont be on the net for a while after thursday. So most of you could message or call me.
<3
I'm about 98% poitve I'll be moving to Queensland...
New adventure HERE WE COME.
Btw, thinking of having a BBQ to say goodbyes.
Love myou sydney people xoxox
October 2010
1 post
I have a chest infection :'(
so. much. chest. pain.
Its terrible, cause this is the first time ever that I’ve gotten one. I knew from the start that it wasn’t a cold, but mum begged to differ. LOL sucked in those night and day tablets wouldn’t have helped, next time dont ask me to take huggggggge tablets, cause it aint happening. Just like with my meds, HUGE. Nah-uh .
September 2010
14 posts
Jason got pissy with me last night :'(
all because i was asleep for most of it. I had worked the last three days, and they were loooong days, and then I’d go out at night not home until 11-12, and then not in bed until 12.30, then for up when my body wanted to get up @ 6 when I started @ 7.30. And I woke up yesterday morning with a blocked nose and a really sore throat. So not feeling the best I wanted to sleep. Butt nooooooooo...
work is going to be a pain in the fucking ass this...
4 days of 7 and a half hours and stupid people. Fuck. Money will be the only upside :D
I'm hating this new job.
Jason got a new job in Parramatta. He starts @ 11am and doesn’t finish until 10-10.30pm. So I barley ge to see him. Especially when I’m working. I leave for work before he does this week. So I’ll only get to spend time with him at night. And by this point, we are both buggered. I don’t even get to spend his birthday with him ffs :(
I start work in 30 minutes.
And must I say, I can’t be bothered. I just want to sleep in. Gah wont be finished until 5pm. FML.
I hate working weekends. :(
You are really getting on my nerves
you really are. I don’t know what to do =\
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few...
Honestly? Nothing I don’t think. Life is average and okay atm. I’m proud to say that I’m going to be my newphews Godmother? Lol other than that, nothing a thing. Zip.
I'm so buggered.
I don’t know why though :(
I only work 4 hours yesterday and only 4 hours today. But I work tomorrow from 7.30am until 3.30 - yay fun day.
I hate breakfast shifts ffs >=[
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Lose weight for my Newphews Christening
Apply for tafe because I need something else to do, and I wanna leave Maccas
thats about it for THIS MONTH.